No idea what happened or why but my blog deleted this page and I had spent over an hour pouring out my soul Oh well, ,,,,,,, happens and things go wrong, I haven’t posted for a really long time as I knew that someone was watching my site and sort of cyber stalking me. Even though I am still worried this person hasn’t given up I am more bothered that they will turn up at the house, Need to move and fast as I really am scared living here now.
Dad went from being seriously ill on the 2nd March to critically ill and fighting for his life in Papworth hospital. Mum promised him as they were taking him down to theatre that she would carry out all his wishes, he had told her the music he wanted at his funeral, where he wanted his ashes and other things he wanted doing. She promised him that she would be at the hospital waiting for him when he can out of the op and would still be there when he woke up. The story is way too long to tell you everything but daddy went from sitting up to not even knowing who he was overnight. Mum's heart broke in a second and I still don’t know how she spent 22 hours a day by his bedside for weeks and weeks. She had no one to hold her hand and tell her it would be ok because we didn’t know if it would. She knew the problems she was facing with other people would be a million times worse if anything had happened and worse still she didn’t know from minute to minute if she would ever see daddy awake again.
Monkey stayed by his side from Peterborough till he came home from Papworth, but he didn’t go back for the other hospital stays in Hinchingbrooke after that, He is such a faithful cuddly toy. Whenever one of us are ill they get monkey to look after them. I think even he was fed up with hospitals my the time he came home.
Dad went from being seriously ill on the 2nd March to critically ill and fighting for his life in Papworth hospital. Mum promised him as they were taking him down to theatre that she would carry out all his wishes, he had told her the music he wanted at his funeral, where he wanted his ashes and other things he wanted doing. She promised him that she would be at the hospital waiting for him when he can out of the op and would still be there when he woke up. The story is way too long to tell you everything but daddy went from sitting up to not even knowing who he was overnight. Mum's heart broke in a second and I still don’t know how she spent 22 hours a day by his bedside for weeks and weeks. She had no one to hold her hand and tell her it would be ok because we didn’t know if it would. She knew the problems she was facing with other people would be a million times worse if anything had happened and worse still she didn’t know from minute to minute if she would ever see daddy awake again.
Monkey stayed by his side from Peterborough till he came home from Papworth, but he didn’t go back for the other hospital stays in Hinchingbrooke after that, He is such a faithful cuddly toy. Whenever one of us are ill they get monkey to look after them. I think even he was fed up with hospitals my the time he came home.