Life has been really really mad so I havent written as often as I should but I now see there was no point anyway......
Today a comment was made that I need to get an education, ok I am not a a star kid!
At least I tried and did my best. When I first sat my GCSE's I got all passes, reasonable I thought for a kid with dyslexia, who got thrown out of school and bullied by a teacher; sent to a project that closed down once, teachers left taking our course work with them, more teacher leaving so we didnt get taught maths, science or ITC six months before exams again, were then told we were to take NVQ's instead. Exams came and went and all our results seemed to disappear too. I know friends who could not go to college because we did not have our grades.
Ok, before you throw out yes I know I messed up but I sorted my act out and thought I was a credit to the family now. I thought that when the oldies joined together against me I learnt where I went wrong and this would apply to all.
I published a couple of books, still aim to help kids living with mental illness by funding two caravans for holidays, help round the house without the need of bribery, payment or constant nagging. I help with all the charity stuff I can, which is more than most people can say, started working with the heavy horses and work my guts out. I dont live for boys or computer games and keep active, I do drink about a pint of milk a month and love chocolate and rubicon.
I NEED AN EDUCATION before I can work at the new place and will have to pay livery for my horses. Stick the stud and care farm you on your own, it isnt as though i am afraid of hard work, I will make something of myself. I will pay for my horses and will ask nothing more from you. I said a while ago men in my life are just out to hurt and cause pain and its true. I knew that our family unit was falling to bits and the house of straw definately crashed now but funny enough I am not to blame for that one.
College is still important to me but so is hard work determination and common sense.
First big show got told the horse did well thank you Niamh, proud of you - nah guess lacking an education means the little things dont count. My best never has been and never will be enough for you because I not the perfect student but at least I can say I am 100 per cent honest, totally trustworthy, try my hardest in what I do, try to do nice things and help people without being paid for it but do it for the fact I care and most of all can go into the big wide world without having to have someone cover for me, I deal with my mistakes and learn. Someone used to nag at me about doing things nice or doing things twice. I am far from perfect but I am willing to sit up with premature puppies and feed them every hour, give a puppy CPR and am not afraid of throwing hay bales around or wrestling pigs. Oh and I took the boy out in harness!
I dont know if I will keep the blog going as who would want to read something written by a kid with no education and I only seem to moan now.
Night all from one angry, hurt and obviously thick 17 year old
Today a comment was made that I need to get an education, ok I am not a a star kid!
At least I tried and did my best. When I first sat my GCSE's I got all passes, reasonable I thought for a kid with dyslexia, who got thrown out of school and bullied by a teacher; sent to a project that closed down once, teachers left taking our course work with them, more teacher leaving so we didnt get taught maths, science or ITC six months before exams again, were then told we were to take NVQ's instead. Exams came and went and all our results seemed to disappear too. I know friends who could not go to college because we did not have our grades.
Ok, before you throw out yes I know I messed up but I sorted my act out and thought I was a credit to the family now. I thought that when the oldies joined together against me I learnt where I went wrong and this would apply to all.
I published a couple of books, still aim to help kids living with mental illness by funding two caravans for holidays, help round the house without the need of bribery, payment or constant nagging. I help with all the charity stuff I can, which is more than most people can say, started working with the heavy horses and work my guts out. I dont live for boys or computer games and keep active, I do drink about a pint of milk a month and love chocolate and rubicon.
I NEED AN EDUCATION before I can work at the new place and will have to pay livery for my horses. Stick the stud and care farm you on your own, it isnt as though i am afraid of hard work, I will make something of myself. I will pay for my horses and will ask nothing more from you. I said a while ago men in my life are just out to hurt and cause pain and its true. I knew that our family unit was falling to bits and the house of straw definately crashed now but funny enough I am not to blame for that one.
College is still important to me but so is hard work determination and common sense.
First big show got told the horse did well thank you Niamh, proud of you - nah guess lacking an education means the little things dont count. My best never has been and never will be enough for you because I not the perfect student but at least I can say I am 100 per cent honest, totally trustworthy, try my hardest in what I do, try to do nice things and help people without being paid for it but do it for the fact I care and most of all can go into the big wide world without having to have someone cover for me, I deal with my mistakes and learn. Someone used to nag at me about doing things nice or doing things twice. I am far from perfect but I am willing to sit up with premature puppies and feed them every hour, give a puppy CPR and am not afraid of throwing hay bales around or wrestling pigs. Oh and I took the boy out in harness!
I dont know if I will keep the blog going as who would want to read something written by a kid with no education and I only seem to moan now.
Night all from one angry, hurt and obviously thick 17 year old