Thought that I would try and get myself a job, to help with bills and stuff in the house but now I think I have caused soooooo much trouble and I dont know what to do.
Dad not been speaking to me or mum very much for days. It seems that rules are different for different people. Maybe if we all worked as a team things would be nicer in the house and Dad may be slightly happier but that is never going to happen, I feel like Cinderella at times because I try to do things I know that mum and dad struggle with. It is a joke with mum and dad that I go shopping for mops not make up and do you know it is the truth.
A couple of things have happened which have really upset Dad, they are his business so I am not going to go on about it. But it feels like other people cause shed loads of hurt and trouble and me and mum get it all in the neck. Why shout at us all the time or only speak when you really have to. If a business, a person, family or friend upsets you tell them not have a go at us.
Mum had an op on her tummy last week so she could not do a lot and Dad really tried to be helpful I was soooooo proud of him, Mum tried to behave and not lift, carry, bend etc but as soon as she was able to walk that sort of went belly up, but hey!!!!
Then things took a nose dive and most of it is my fault. Something happened at weekend which made Daddy really grumpy then I was invited to see a lady about a job as a groom on Tuesday.
Well, the lady is lovely and wants me to start but I am really really scared, I cant stop throwing up, I am having nightmares that I will mess up and I dont think i can do the job. Mum said that I just lack confidence and the only person who doesnt believe in me is me.
I came home and told Daddy and he didnt seem to care, after about ten minutes he said well done and that was about it so I think I have fluffed up. Joe got fifteen minutes work picking apples and mum and dad were both, arent you proud of yourself earning money, well done, blah blah blah etc. I didnt get any of that. Not that that is the problem. I then started to be sick
What if the lady hates me and thinks that I am stupid, what if I cant do the job. What if I start and we get a moving date. It feels like if I work Mum and Dad wont be happy and if I dont start I will let the lady down and Mum and Dad will be disappointed in me. How can I start a job then finish if we move, the lady is really nice and I dont want to mess her about.
Anyway, as you can guess I cant sleep, my tummy hurts and I have a head ache. Dad said I am not to do the job if it going to make me ill then stormed off downstairs because I am sure he thought mum was "blaming" him for something so I now feel awful that they upset with each other.
Mum says all is ok but I dont believe her..AAAAAARRRRRRHHHHHHH!!!!!!
I hate growing up.
Billy my cat has snuggled up on my bed so I guess he wants me to stroke him
Nigh everyone from confused.com
Dad not been speaking to me or mum very much for days. It seems that rules are different for different people. Maybe if we all worked as a team things would be nicer in the house and Dad may be slightly happier but that is never going to happen, I feel like Cinderella at times because I try to do things I know that mum and dad struggle with. It is a joke with mum and dad that I go shopping for mops not make up and do you know it is the truth.
A couple of things have happened which have really upset Dad, they are his business so I am not going to go on about it. But it feels like other people cause shed loads of hurt and trouble and me and mum get it all in the neck. Why shout at us all the time or only speak when you really have to. If a business, a person, family or friend upsets you tell them not have a go at us.
Mum had an op on her tummy last week so she could not do a lot and Dad really tried to be helpful I was soooooo proud of him, Mum tried to behave and not lift, carry, bend etc but as soon as she was able to walk that sort of went belly up, but hey!!!!
Then things took a nose dive and most of it is my fault. Something happened at weekend which made Daddy really grumpy then I was invited to see a lady about a job as a groom on Tuesday.
Well, the lady is lovely and wants me to start but I am really really scared, I cant stop throwing up, I am having nightmares that I will mess up and I dont think i can do the job. Mum said that I just lack confidence and the only person who doesnt believe in me is me.
I came home and told Daddy and he didnt seem to care, after about ten minutes he said well done and that was about it so I think I have fluffed up. Joe got fifteen minutes work picking apples and mum and dad were both, arent you proud of yourself earning money, well done, blah blah blah etc. I didnt get any of that. Not that that is the problem. I then started to be sick
What if the lady hates me and thinks that I am stupid, what if I cant do the job. What if I start and we get a moving date. It feels like if I work Mum and Dad wont be happy and if I dont start I will let the lady down and Mum and Dad will be disappointed in me. How can I start a job then finish if we move, the lady is really nice and I dont want to mess her about.
Anyway, as you can guess I cant sleep, my tummy hurts and I have a head ache. Dad said I am not to do the job if it going to make me ill then stormed off downstairs because I am sure he thought mum was "blaming" him for something so I now feel awful that they upset with each other.
Mum says all is ok but I dont believe her..AAAAAARRRRRRHHHHHHH!!!!!!
I hate growing up.
Billy my cat has snuggled up on my bed so I guess he wants me to stroke him
Nigh everyone from confused.com