Not really sure where January went let alone February.
Life has had more ups and downs than an bouncing ball and Dad's moods have been equally as unpredictable.
Surgery went well for him and in some respects his health has improved but his mental health has been really worrying for me and Mum. Personal issues that I cannot mention have dragged Dad to feel lower than a grass snakes belly. People can be soooooo cruel, making promises only to let him down. Why can some people seem to enjoy chipping at peoples emotions until they slowly destroy them.
Dad has spent weeks hoping, praying and thinking of things that it would seem are never to be. He cannot stop getting upset and even crying it is really horrible to watch and makes me feel really helpless.
I know that Mum is having to be careful where she takes him as even a simple trip to the shops is more than Dad can cope with at the minute. he breaks down a jibbering wreck or totally looses the plot. I also know that she has been really worried that he may get worse, if that is possible. We are back to the silent treatment for days for no reason other than he cannot cope. Magic wand really needed about now.
I guess that is why I havent been writing my blog, there just seems to be a million and one things to do all the time.
I managed to have a birthday in January and started my driving lessons. Touch wood all seems to be going ok, well my driving instructor hasnt asked me to get out of the car and never come back. Hehehe
I have my own car which I am also driving it is an old ex amy landrover series III and the suspension leaves me wanting a back brace but it is great fun. I hope that Daddy will help me finish it off in Spring and transform it back to its orginal spec. Everyone who has seen it says that if I can drive that I can drive anything so all is good.
Life has had more ups and downs than an bouncing ball and Dad's moods have been equally as unpredictable.
Surgery went well for him and in some respects his health has improved but his mental health has been really worrying for me and Mum. Personal issues that I cannot mention have dragged Dad to feel lower than a grass snakes belly. People can be soooooo cruel, making promises only to let him down. Why can some people seem to enjoy chipping at peoples emotions until they slowly destroy them.
Dad has spent weeks hoping, praying and thinking of things that it would seem are never to be. He cannot stop getting upset and even crying it is really horrible to watch and makes me feel really helpless.
I know that Mum is having to be careful where she takes him as even a simple trip to the shops is more than Dad can cope with at the minute. he breaks down a jibbering wreck or totally looses the plot. I also know that she has been really worried that he may get worse, if that is possible. We are back to the silent treatment for days for no reason other than he cannot cope. Magic wand really needed about now.
I guess that is why I havent been writing my blog, there just seems to be a million and one things to do all the time.
I managed to have a birthday in January and started my driving lessons. Touch wood all seems to be going ok, well my driving instructor hasnt asked me to get out of the car and never come back. Hehehe
I have my own car which I am also driving it is an old ex amy landrover series III and the suspension leaves me wanting a back brace but it is great fun. I hope that Daddy will help me finish it off in Spring and transform it back to its orginal spec. Everyone who has seen it says that if I can drive that I can drive anything so all is good.
I went to Kidderminster for a few days and Mum and Dad came to collect me in it, oh did I mention I need a passenger window; maybe I didnt. Mum's car was in the garage and her only option was my landi. I think she described it as an adventure. Dad travelled home with a quilt over his head trying to keep warm and failing. I was tucked in the back with a quilt or two and lots of pillows so I was ok and really warm. Mum, well I think she was an ice pop by the time we got home.
Our move finallly seems to be sneaking forward and I cant wait. April here we come and hopefully by 2015 Notes From Niamh will have a static caravan or two.
Well there are loads of things I should be telling you but it is time that I climbed the wooden hill and crawled into blanket lane.
Huggles
Nemo x x x
Our move finallly seems to be sneaking forward and I cant wait. April here we come and hopefully by 2015 Notes From Niamh will have a static caravan or two.
Well there are loads of things I should be telling you but it is time that I climbed the wooden hill and crawled into blanket lane.
Huggles
Nemo x x x